模糊的未来....

yup,good news is i finally get a job offer, however, the job is not realy challenging But the salary is quite ok...

so the problem here is what I wanted for my life?Is it I just need a simple and confortable life or I want a challenging, goal oriented life...
What I need now is a career or a job?>_<...thus, the decision in whether to accpet the job offer really confuse me in quite a long period ....

However, Due to my bad english standard and no experience in working life,I still decide to go for it 1st...at least the salary is ok and I will be able to adapt to working life, to get work permit in singapore and to gain working experience and to train my english...so lets wish me good luck on my new job XD

But I really quite worry now...scare of cant cope with my job,cant perform well, and mainly is scare of cant communicate with customers due to my bad english...haiz...lots of worry and also cant c my BB often once I started to work...And I will miss him sob sob... Just really hope everythings can go smooth after Iwork..good lucks to me and I'm going to spore again tomorrow for body checkup to apply work permit..so everyone pls pray for me XD...